Fifteen days without you...

A weight in my chest.

Another fifteen days without you...

I already miss you with every fiber of my being.

Blur

***

You take my face in your hands

And I forget

All that ever existed before you.

***

bliss

Longing for your warmth,

The security of your arms,

The comfort of your shoulder.

Wipe my worries away

with the tip of your fingers

- smoothing the ripples on my mind -

Kiss me into oblivion

for I no longer wish to think,

or learn,or plan, or move...

Teach me the now,

And make it all slow down.

I'll focus on the sound of your heart.

***

To you...

Your sweet smile

A tear on you cheek

The whisper of your breathing

Your sleepy eyes in the morning sun

***

My bee, my joy, my girl, my baby.

Yes

You take me

And I take You

- Yes -

Is a Word you've got to say

Loud and Clear

- or not at all -

fast... too fast?

We say we're going too fast.

But what is too fast?

It took me one week to consider,

One day to decide,

One hour to fall...

Now it is still too early

to be there yet

but where are we

and what time is it really?

Of pain...

That burn,

That sting...

You name it:

ANGER

a mixed feeling of

Shame, Regret, Spite, Fear, Loss

The urgent need for the barriers I've worked so hard

to bring down

Is that what if feels like?

Being Alive....